I almost don't want to type this because I understand how it can seem almost petty to some, but I am asking for your prayers for myself and my family. The reason I say it may sound petty is that while praying about using funds we have set aside for possibly replacing our water heater, furnace and AC, our water heater started leaking.

Before we could replace it we noticed that the floor was still wet underneath the linoleum so we removed the water heater and linoleum and the wood underneath was wet. The problem isn't that but the mold we found. The mold was growing about a foot away from the actual water damage so we were "lucky" to have found it. It was probably from a sewer backup we had several years ago and has been growing there since.
I'll go ahead and admit I'm hyper-analytical.

So add that to the fact that I'm terrified of "toxic mold" and you can understand my concern. Mold spores can spread mold throughout the home and cause serious health problems. Since I have 3 children (and a 4th on the way) along with my wife, myself and my mother-in-law who's currently staying with us, I'm concerned for their health, but there is little I can do about that. All I can do is properly clean up the mold and get back to life. Sounds pretty simple, even to me. The problem is since this is one of my great "phobias" I feel like Paul when he said:
2Co 1:8 For we do not want you to be ignorant, brethren, of our trouble which came to us in Asia: that we were burdened beyond measure, above strength, so that we despaired even of life. 2Co 1:9 Yes, we had the sentence of death in ourselves, that we should not trust in ourselves but in God who raises the dead
In other words, the potential for serious harm to my family is real if we have one of the two toxic molds out there. If my family did suffer I would have a hard time not blaming myself for not removing the threat completely. On the other hand, hiring an environmental cleanup group would cost more than I have and is out of the question. So it's time to trust God.
God knows how to test me to make me grow, as most other disasters would not test my faith like this one because there is so much that is unknown. Tonight I will tear up the floor in our pantry as some water has gotten under that floor as well. It looks to be dry but please pray that there is no mold there and that my family will be kept from harm. On Tuesday the AC guy will be here to remove the furnace and AC so I can get to the rest of the mold that is under the floor where the furnace is setting. This is only a few inches of wood there so it shouldn't be hard to clean but the wood could be water damaged under there. So here I sit, wondering what I'm going to find tonight and Tuesday. The waiting is killing me.

I'll feel better once it's over with. Please pray for my family's health and pray for my peace of mind so I don't worry myself to death wondering what I'll find or what "could" happen.
Peace,
Sean
By this all men will know that you are my disciples, if you have love for one another. (John 13:35)