Todd,
Thanks for your reply.
Since you've decided to let the thread be; I want to thank you for making me look at what I believe
anew and afresh.
I grew up in a Pentecostal home where "prophecy" was often the big topic for discussion on Saturday nites after church, pizza & cokes. I remember when from the time I could begin to reason I would stay awake after I had to go to bed (maybe 5 years old & up) and listen intently to the men discussing/debating the Scriptures. I was supposed to go to sleep but was totally fascinated hearing them...and would beg my parents that I could stay up longer. If they said no, I would crack my bedroom door and sit by it and take in every word!
Later in life I went to an Assemblies of God Bible college with plans to go into some kind of full time ministry. It was there that I took a class on Hermeneutics (the art & science of interpretation). Then I applied what I had learned and found out the AoG didn't teach what I thought the Bible does on eschatology! I became an amillennialist during my own study time. I realized I couldn't stay in the AoG and also felt like: "If they made-up dispensationalism...what else have they made up about God?" I became very discouraged and didn't know where to go or what to do.
I won't go into any more details other than to say I went out and bought a 6-pack of beer---even though the college had rules against drinking any alcohol. I thought it might help me "relax" << That ended my Bible college. Then about 20 some odd years later I finally got sober and stayed that way through Jesus...after becoming, well, a very bad person for a long time.
Sometimes I get "touchy" about eschatology. In fact, I can become down-right self-righteous about anything that I think I understand about the Bible and/or theology.
Excerpted from:
Pray Before You PostA (Calvinistic) blog contributor, Rev. Eric Costa wrote:
Pray before You Post
This may be so basic that I should feel like an idiot for bringing it up, but we Christians should probably pray before we write blog posts. Or write comments on the blog posts of others. Or write pretty much anything that other people will see. And I mean really pray. Not "just" the kind of prayerful attitude that we're supposed to have "without ceasing." But we should probably stop what we're doing, go into the closet, close our eyes, fold our hands, and make a clean break from whatever it is we're doing (at least briefly).
I say this because I know I need to do this. When I read blogs that make me angry, and make me want to comment, it's the easiest thing in the world for me to react in the wrong way. Sometimes I shouldn't say what I say. Sometimes I'm wrong. Sometimes I'm right, but I'm just a jerk. Prayer might help me to be more right. But prayer will probably help me to cool off, to be gentler or more loving, to be less arrogant, or to realize that maybe I don't need to say anything at all. And that would be a better testimony to the truth and beauty of the Gospel of Jesus Christ.
Whether I've been right or wrong, Todd, I apologize for being a jerk!
I've posted "I believe what Paul said" and said you do not. But, as you say, you believe what Paul wrote also...we just interpret him differently.
I still don't agree with your interpretations and can't see how you arrive at them. I'm not sure I fully understand them too. But, like you, I don't want to debate it any more at this time.
Since our exchanges I've found that I don't know as much about eschatology as I thought I did! So, thanks for that also. I tend to see myself as sort of an "expert" in it and now see...I'm not! Not as much as I thought, anyway....
It may surprise you that I don't really think of myself as 'a defender of orthodoxy'. Some of my beliefs are borderline heretical, (if not). My theology is a strange mix of fundamentalism, liberalism, skepticism, and critical realism. I don't know what I really "am"...
I came across to you in a 'Bible-thumping fundy' mode. For that I am sorry...it's no fun being that way either! But there's nothing wrong with agreeing to disagree. So I'll leave it at that, Todd. And should probably take up the praying before I post (every time)...Praise the Lord for that edit feature...(I've recently deleted some of my out-of-line comments or just didn't say them to begin with. Now wish I had gotten rid of them all)!
You live & learn.....
God bless you, Todd,

Rick