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Perhaps I didn't word that well. What we are doing outwardly and physically (eating unleavened bread and drinking wine) corresponds to what is happening inwardly and spiritually (feeding our souls upon the Son of God Himself, and drinking the spiritual life which He has provided for us).Since I'm not yet aware of your perspective on the communion observance, I'm not sure exactly what your intent is by saying we "receive Jesus in a special way" by this act. (Once received, always received.)
Paidion, the subject of communion has been a really touchy one for me in the past, because the cult-like church we used to attend for 16 years would use that service as a threatening weapon against its own members. Personally, I have one wretched communion service burned into my memory that is so horrible to my recollection that it's a wonder I was ever able to once again sit beside my husband in a new church later on, and participate in this observance with a calm mind.