Steve,
Thanks for your response. I'd like to highlight one segment:
I doubt that you are ignorant of your unworthiness and you probably have an awareness that Jesus died for your sins. If you acknowledge that it is the mercy of God in Christ, and not your own effort, that saves you, I am not sure how you could be in danger of succumbing to a "gospel of works."
I certainly fit the above bill. Yet, I know of some who promulgate that there is a heretical type of Arminianism which states that salvation can be lost by sinning. On another thread on this forum you have described this position (I've copied the relevant part below). When you described it (it was one of three views that touch on the subject of whether sins past, present, and future are forgiven at salvation) it was clear that you said that some Christians do, in fact, believe this.
So, you clearly believe that even if someone believes this, they are simply mistaken and not relying upon their works (holy lives) to save them? Because some people think this view may be heretical and because certain thoughts like these have attempted to inculcate my mind, this is why I have struggled so greatly. What if those who believe this are right? I really don't feel that they are, but doubts have crept in at times.
You description of the view is below"
"Another view holds that we must repent of each sin that we commit in order to maintain our salvation. On this view, even though Christ died for all sins, past, present and future, 2000 years ago, we did not personally benefit from any of this until the point in time when we repented of all past sins at our conversion. Of course, He died for our future sins as well, and we can be forgiven of them all on the basis of that same sacrifice, but we must continue to repent in order to appropriate current forgiveness each time we find that we have sinned.
This view takes seriously 1 John 1:9, but it may not give adequate consideration to the status of a child of God, as opposed to an unbeliever. We know that the unbeliever is at enmity with God, and is under the wrath of God. He needs to repent in order to avoid ultimate condemnation. Is a believer, who falls into sin, also under God's wrath? Is he in the same position as an unbeliver, needing to be saved again each time he falls short of the glory of God?
If this is the case, then salvation seems to be only a series of pardons, applied to the most recent case of sin and confession. There is little recognition of the changed status of the child of God after regeneration. He is essentially of the same status as the unbeliever, except for the fact that he regularly repents."
http://www.wvss.com/forumc/viewtopic.php?t=565
From what I gather (and from what others have contributed in another thread), believing this is not tantamount to a works-based salvation, even though living a holy life is directly connected to salvation. I have simply wanted reassurance that if I succumb to a wrong feeling (or belief) like this from time to time that I am not in jeopardy of falling into apostasy.
I like what Chris wrote below, too:
I truly believe God wants to be known by His children as a loving Father rather than merely a judge of right and wrong monitoring for breaches in a "salvation" contract.
Thanks,
Brian